It's time for me to leave my shell, leave my own personal hell

So I've noticed I write about love, like, relationship, girls, etc etc. But for those that don't know me, I usually fail, miserably. I can go back and site the reasons but I don't see the point. I screwed up, I get it, but now I'm changing. Normally I don't agree with people giving advice who don't follow their own, but by actually writing this blog, and giving advice, what I'm doing is seeing what I have to do. Trust me, all the advice I've given, wasn't just to whoever's reading this, if anyone, but also to myself. In fact it is mostly to myself. There's two people I know that actually read this blog, and one of them reads only when I tell them I have a new one. But what this blog does is it puts what I need to do on to paper (sort of).

I talk about taking chances and risks, especially when dealing with the fairer sex. But Lord knows, when it comes to that, I am the most cautious and terrified person ever. Many refuse to believe it, I come off pretty damn confident. But the truth is, I'm just a good actor. When it comes to the nitty gritty, just me, her, and the things I want to say, I usually stay silent, and regret for a long time. But this year, that's all changing. I'm taking chances; I'm taking risks; I'm living life.

I can honestly look back at my past, and think to myself that I am better today than I was one, two, three years ago. Granted, I still am petrified of telling that someone exactly how I feel, but instead of remaining silent because I don't want to "lose what I have," I am going for it all. You only live once, and it's time to stop living in a shell.

With the support of friends I've stepped outside the shell, and I like what I see. So my advice to the anyone reading this... which is probably no one... my advice is to take a chance. Tell that girl that she's the most amazing girl you've ever met and that everyday is a treat. GO for that job you don't think you can get, just step up, whatever it is. Step up! Guys, we're supposed to make the first move, so make it. She could be waiting for you to say something... I bet she is.

"If there is a decision you need to make that scares you, its okay to make it, its okay to make the jump, there is a net below you, jump."